A message from my heart.
I need to be honest with you, I am having a tough time.
I am one of the unfortunate people who tends to suffer from adrenal fatigue.
This doesn't sound like much, but for those that know, it can be very debilitating.
This making things very challenging for me as someone who is very motivated and has a fire burning in her bellygut to change the world and make it a brighter place.
Good news, I have learned what products work for me and make a HUGE difference in feeling more like myself again (I will share more about my experience over the next few weeks on the blog and podcast).
With having said that, I want to apologize for not showing up as much as I hope to.
When my energy is down I don't like showing up for the community this way, because I know how contagious energy is.
I also wanted to talk about something super important: The shaming that goes on in the spiritual community.
I see this a lot. People being shamed for their manifestations when they create things into their experiences that cause them struggle.
This is such an old program that needs to stay in the Patrix (patriarchal matrix) and out of the new age we are creating.
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Here is something we need to understand: Our experience here as physical extensions of the divine is about growth and expansion.
Not perfection.
Our mistakes, heartbreak, struggles, trauma, etc are not signs that was have failed in our alignment. They are experiences designed to trigger our growth and expansion.
Now… here's the catch. This can only work when we are conscious and we let these experiences be our teachers.
I am sharing with you about my health struggle to show you that I am not “perfect." I am a human being having a human experience.
But I look at this struggle as an invitation to expand and to learn.
This is how it moves out of being a destructive experience and one that is constructive in my expansion and evolution as a soul.
I welcome this expansion and I will not treat it as something that should elicit shame or express any level of failure on my part of not being “spiritual” enough.
This experience has allowed me to have compassion, grace, love, forgiveness, and patience for myself. These are all perfectly in alignment with my goal of becoming the highest aligned embodiment of the Divine Creatrix I can become in this lifetime.
So, having said that, I wanted to share with you that I compiled all the Fem45 videos into a playlist (I will add them to the list as I record them), so incase you have been missing me live, you can catch up on what you may have missed.
I am healing and aligning with a more balanced version of myself and I will be back live soon. In the meantime I welcome healing vibes and know, I am still working in the background on some very special and magical things for you.
Click the button below to access the playlist and I hope you enjoy.